These comics have done nothing but hurt my Spuffy heart from the beginning. The lack of Spike from the get go, even in Buffy's head, the Satsu, the Bander, the Spacefrak, the bitchy reunion, every word out of Allie and Jeanty's mouth, one hurt after another.
In my opinion, there is no saving it anymore. And I expect the worst, so that I can not be disappointed any more. Hopefully. I know, there is always a lower place.

Saying that, the things that have made me feel better are laughing about it, with penguins, broccoli and cake, parodies, or ignoring it and pretending it doesn't exist and reading fic that does the same, and reading hopeful, optimistic reviews that find some good, although not really letting myself believe them.

I want all of these things. They all helped, and I selfishly don't want anyone's voice to be silenced. Unfortunately voices have been silenced and that hurts too.